Vilrif began to walk back to his den and thoughts drifted idly through his mind, what am I going back to? A life of just surviving? Sure that’s what I’ve always wanted, at least since… He stopped himself, it was something he had got into the habit of not thinking about, not remembering. He took a moment to beat down rising feelings of ever-present frustration.
A life as a recluse has suited me for half of my life, but after my brief contact with those people. He couldn’t quite make sense of it. Maybe it’s just curiosity. Curiosity: a defining character flaw of mine. He thought, continuing to ponder his unsettled mind.
Still, something about living my life as usual doesn’t feel right, at least not this evening. He thought with a sense of melancholy and dissatisfaction.
Vilrif sighed, he had always been someone with a sense of total clarity on matters such as these since as long as he could remember, but now he found himself ambiguous about his actions for no good or clear reason.
He clenched his teeth as he found himself turning around to go towards the Dunes of Despair.
He climbed up a small rock formation that overlooked the small, insignificant outpost, seeing the people he’d left behind only a matter of minutes ago, Why are you doing this, Vilrif, this offers you no reward, everyone does something for a reason, save for mad men. Even so-called ‘heroes’ do good things so that they can be satisfied with themselves, gain fame or other rewards. So, what does this get you? He asked himself.
Fulfillment of curiosity. He decided, a measure of clarity returning to him.
Okay, now that I’ve completed the task of answering my self questioning I just need to approach them. Finalizing his thoughts.
Vilrif strode down the rock formation and into the town, removing his rangers mask which was just an old piece of leather covering his mouth and nose, in the traditional Ranger fashion.
He then started approaching them, trying to remember some manner of social skills as he walked. He’d lost his common skills for interacting with people from the years of spending less than an hour a day with any creature that could speak.
The group hadn’t noticed him, they were busy organizing various weapons, possessions and supplies.
He checked his facial expressions and body language, then made a mental note about his mannerisms, then lastly adopted a smile that was only half feigned.
“Hey, are you going to try to travel during night-time?” he said as he came up to the group, lessening his smile and expressing a mix of curiosity and concern. This is ridiculous! why are you wasting your time with these people? They’re incompetent and they’ll turn on you at a moments notice! A voice wrung out with such loudness in his mind that he thought he felt his ears hurt.
Tendra spun around and looked at Vilrif, not sure what to think of his sudden appearance and casual behavior.
“Is there a wraith behind me or something?” Vilrif asked wryly, his joke fell flat and failed to amuse anyone.
They all shared expressions that pleaded with each other, uncertain of something.
“Ah, it’s nothing” Tendra said “It’s just we we’re really busy travel plans. You should probably hurry back to your shelter, as you know how cold the desert can get at night”
“Yes, I do.” Vilrif said, slipping back into a familiar, more solemn and irritated persona. He turned and walked away from the party. It was weird of me to suddenly be sociable, I should have expected a weird reaction in return. Still, their behavior didn’t entirely make sense. He thought, still unsettled by his curiosity. I wonder what their travel plans are exactly.